I am where I am, from a long walk through pain. I neither want to cause pain nor feel it anymore. Sometimes I feel like I am withdrawing, with every dissapointment, I think "Well I am certainly not going to be in that position again."
Every kissed frog remains a frog.

Welcome back to work

I am home, sick today. I almost enjoy it, cause I am HOME. I like being home. Unfortunatly I think of many things that I could be doing, but I am too sickly to do....
The cat likes this, she says if I am not doing anything I can just pet her.

So, I met a pinnipedasaurus today. Gentle man. Kinda like what I had ordered the first time when I got David... You know? Too soon to tell. I refuse to obsess on this. Spent a day with him, and just enjoyed the heck out of it. I have no idea what he thinks about me, I dislike it when I can't read people. But as I said, I am not gong to obsess. I like him and it wasn't a wasted day.