Nights in white Satin

-- Justin Hayward--

Nights in white satin,
Never reaching the end,
Letters Ive written,
Never meaning to send.

Beauty Id always missed
With these eyes before,
Just what the truth is
I cant say anymore.

cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.

Gazing at people,
Some hand in hand,
Just what Im going thru
They can understand.

Some try to tell me
Thoughts they cannot defend,
Just what you want to be
You will be in the end,

And I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.

Nights in white satin,
Never reaching the end,
Letters Ive written,
Never meaning to send.

Beauty Id always missed
With these eyes before,
Just what the truth is
I cant say anymore.

cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.

cause I love you,
Yes, I love you,
Oh, how, I love you.
Oh, how, I love you.

It is not so much what he says, but how he sings it.

Busy Day

Back to back episodes of Law and Order

please

I want to steal you away from all the stressors of your day.

I want to take you on a walk where the only sound you hear is the rushing of the waves and the birds calling in the distance.

I want to hold your hand and kiss your neck, and tell you what you mean to me.

I love you.

live love laugh

Or something like that anyway.
I love this picture of Chelsie that her sister Janelle took. Janelle did a good job, I have saved it to my computer for a background picture. A wonderful example of a young mother and her adored son.
One can not explain the love of children to anyone. You can only know when you hold your own in your arms and feel the hard to grasp intensity that makes your chest hurt to breathe.

Sushi, daughters, and Number one Grandson

It was a memorable day. I was the butt of the jokes, the baby was so sweet, the sushi was so good, and I laughed so hard.

All Day

There is this unspoken feeling between us. It’s a want and a desire that goes beyond the knowing. I am so into you, your wants and needs. I could not imagine love like this in my wildest dreams. If it all ended tomorrow, I think I could live the rest of my life happy with all the remembering.

You are like an all day birthday party.

Love you

OH NO!

Sherman doesn't even like me talking on the phone to Steven. Sherman bit Steven when Steven kissed me.
Strangely, Sherman doesn't mind Paul one bit... one bite... OH HA HA HA AHAAAA

Free in a manner of speaking

Paul asked me out for New Year's Eve. I will go, it should be fun, and it will be much better then sitting home and dreaming of Sharkboy.
I cannot even ask, "What have I got myself into." I already know, I am too old to play dumb.
Mother said you cannot help who you love. I always argued, I thought love was an act of will, you just choose... OK, I was 17 when I had that idea. Sharkboy isn't really a good description of him. He is more wolf-like. Turquoise eyes,soft brown hair, lean and muscular. Sure in himself, and a good judge of character. He knew me when we first spoke, I thought it was a trick of my mind, but he continues to know me. It is like he picked up the book of my life and studied it carefully. I guess it is flattering to be the object of such close scrutiny, but it can be unnerving. I wonder if I am boring sometimes?
He says I am a constant surprise. I don't try to be.
I visualize him as part of my life, I have a feeling this is not going to end well. Who will pick up the pieces when I am broken?