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Saturday, August 01, 2009

L D my sis in law twice removed

I had a interesting enjoyable experience. You know we are connecting with people from our past on Face Book.
E was a kid I went through school with, he was my friend and always funny. He told me a few weeks ago, that I was an inspiration to him all these thirty years. He said, that I wasn't like everyone else, and I always stood up for what I believed in, he said he used that throughout his whole life when he was faced with a difficult stand to make, he just thought of Glena Dusky.
I was speechless and it made me feel so good. He dropped by yesterday on his way back to pierce and we laughed and talked for a few hours.
When E left I realized how important it is to tell someone if they have been a life long inspiration to you.
I just wanted to tell you that I feel that way about you. You always stood up for what was right, and you always supported me when I felt bad about myself. You are an angel from heaven, and if no one has told you that lately, I am telling you,
You are my inspiration Linda, thank you for everything.

Friday, July 31, 2009

JEEZ LOUIZE

Will the whining ever stop?
Cousin reached out to me yesterday via email. I used to love her dearly, I used to care about her, then she started treating me like crap. I am not sure that I can talk to her again, She said she had tried to call me but my number was disconnected.
Yeah, well she hasn't tried to call me in five years, why now?
She must be bored and wants to hear my latest ratty saga to fill her inner emptiness with joy.
She is like that, she gets joy from other's sorrow.
I am going to walk the dog, and think about talking to her, it was not me that broke the ties between us, it was her. That side of the family is like that. I don't like them much.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

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It is Wednesday. This is not me, she who waits is back, I Prefer not to be "she who waits"
I want to be she who does.
Nothing coming in, no prospects. I even quit applying for all the state jobs, I am under qualified. I think I made about 240.00 for two days work at the fair as a security guard. Unfortunately I will see that around the time I get my college money. Two hundred dollars right now would go a long way.
Today I am grateful that I still have Internet and a cell phone. In three weeks I am getting a new phone new service and telling Andyroo it is time for him to get the power out of my name. No more connection, no more thought in his direction. He is a very sad un-disciplined,person of little moral character. I tried to look the other way, I tried to say it was ME being judgemental. However if you break your word with me too many times, I move on. A man is only as good as his word, and Andy doesn't keep his.
Sad person.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Never quite what I dream


I was hoping for a permanent weekend job. The other employees filled me in. They said I will be lucky if I get more work by football season. This was just a flash in the pan. I get paid next month for fifteen hours of work. This will be nice, but I really need money now. sigh...
The powers that be are laughing at me again, I keep getting optimistic.
I had a terrible time finding my way home last night. I was afraid this might happen, but I set bravely out with the map in hand, and still ended up going the wrong way. When I turned around I wasn't sure which direction I was supposed to be going, East? West? I did not know, but soon the landscape became familiar and I knew I was going the right way, a 20 minute drive took me nearly and hour.
Last night at the fair, a transformer blew up causing a power outage at the fair, the prison's power to go out and for some reason at that very same time I pedestrian was hit by a car. Ambulances, firetrucks and Emt's were everywhere, it was hard to tell what was going on, they got the power on in little more then an hour, but some fair customers were angry because many things were shut down and they paid a lot of money to get in.

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