Friday

So here it is Friday, I am terminally exhausted. Cough sounds like a motor trying to start up, I got my hair cut short thursday, and EL has called in one day, and not answered the door wednesday and Friday showed up at door in his underwear. I asked for a new client, work said there aren't any. So I get ripped off out of 18 hours a pay period because of him.
I haven't heard from Andy, what I expected. I will never call him again for mechanic work, I just need to find a reliable mechanic that can fix my car cheap. WEEZLE!!

I called the Weeezle

The car saga continues, and the job requires that I drive all over the place. Today I told MD, that I was NOT driving him around at his whim. WE would go where we were scheduled to go. Not Trips to McDonald's, and not trips searching for guns and ammo etc... The animal control only has orientation on Thursdays, and the woman behind the counter seemed to be happy about it. I needed to find something for MD to do twice a week besides driving me nuts. The clutch fluid was empty again third time in one month, first gear is missing. So I called AS. He did answer, mainly because I don't think he knew it was me. I never did anything to that git. I told him the symptoms of the retched car and he says, "transmission" SHIT. He says he will find one, and I said let me know and I will give you money before you pick it up at the auto recking yard... he is just saying WORDS, he will not fix it and I will not hear from him again. MAYBE, he wants to see Sherman badly, maybe he will keep his word, but I highly doubt it. BITE HIM SHERMAN... bite bite.

Philosophy would like to prove there is a God

When I write I wonder if I am connected, if what I am thinking makes sense to anyone else.
I am off my A D D medicine, ha ha. So I will be second guessing myself, wondering if I can do this.. eventually it will be what it is. Me in my jumbled brain trying to make sense of it and liking it better this way.
I want to be Glena, for all my faults, I am really not such a bad egg. For all my faults my heart and integrity are in the right place and always have been. I never understood why people think we need a big god standing over us with a stick in order for us to behave. The great philosopher,Jeremy Bentham (1748- 1832) believed man was inherently corrupt. There were other philosophers that believed man was basically good. David Hume, (1711- 1776) had an interesting argument about God. If god is omnipotent, he has the power to prevent evil.If he doesn't exercise his power to prevent evil,if his goodness cannot,then he cannot be omnipotent. Belief belief belief. That's what it comes down to once again. I do not believe that man is mostly evil, most have a willingness to please at an early age. Would this be based on a personality that was evil? Evil would seek to charm, but hide the true nature of the reasoning. True evil is usually not transparent. Willingness to do good is.