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Friday, May 23, 2003

I have my plan B into effect.
I talked to a friend of mine in portland. He said when I am ready he will loan me the money to get out.
So first I am going to sock as much money away as possible... kinda hard on 200 a week.
Then storage place, then slowly pack and get things into storage.
Right now, Jim is mellow and acting half way normal again. All I have to do is let him bitch, keep my mouth shut, and all should work out to the best possible end.
Bill was ticked that I had got myself into this, but I explained that I had to get a place to live, as unemployement wasn't enough to support my rent, car, insurance etc....
Anyway, Do not worry. This is manageable. IF it gets to the danger zone, Bill will send me the money to get me out. I do not wish to ask for his help, but I will. Nothing will happen to my son. This is not a healthy place for him.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003

Happy Birthday DEEEER Glena
OK. yesterday I get a call from the school, Daine had an accident. He ended up in the hospital with six stitches, I shall spare the boring details. Jim still isn't speaking to me, this is a good thing lately, as he is the most complaining bitching person I have been around in a long time. I told him I had had enough yesterday and took a drive with Daine and Lucy.
GAWWD IT'S so exhausting being a perfect Goddess in an Imperfect world.
Jim's low self esteme and misery are beginning to rain on my happy parade. I am on the road I want to be on, and if he doesn't get out of my way I shall be forced to run over him. I am thinking about alternative living arrangements. Money is all I need...hmm and Maybe a Plan. Still I can't help but be happy, its my nature. I love him, but it will be easy to leave him.

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