Still employed
Seems my luck isn't as bad as I thought, but I still feel like I am rolling down hill.
Picking up speed too.
Money is all I need.
I got a part time job, but 70 bucks a week ain't going to pay the rent. THE need to run is prevalent in my brain.
BUT I am planted here for the time being... for the time being.

AHHHH What to do!
I think I am about to be fired.I just am not working out with this job as a home health provider.
Strange, I was always good at this, but I think I had too many problems too soon.The woman that I was having so much trouble with, told the office not to send me over yesterday, that was 8 hours I got screwed out of.I semi applied for a correctional officer job in Orofino Idaho, I just got to get out of here. I am tired of school, tired of nampa, people that surround me in work and school, don't really "get" me. I feel alone and scared, and I only took two classes this next semester because I have to work and its hard to fit school and work in together.Economy is bad around here, I don't even know if I can find another job, if I get the job as a correctional officer, I will quit school, I am struggling anyway. I don't want to struggle, I just want to have a good life and raise this child. He is phenomenal you know, and all my stress is hard on him.

the old man turns ninety
here is a picture of him caught with his mouth open. Probably too tricky trying to get a shot with it closed.
My brother Ronny is on the right.

Seaweed Soup on sparkpeople.com

http://recipes.sparkpeople.com/recipe-detail.asp?recipe=437878

I started entering recipe's on Spark People.com
Most are recipe's that I have devolped myself.
*Developed* snicker, I sound so snobby!
I added the sea weed soup recipe' this morning. Daine and I cooked it last night. I was in the mood for comfort, things seem a bit hard lately, and I am keeping my chin up, but at times I feel like saying, "Dammital" and giving up.
1)The knight in shining armor had feet of clay, I Really liked just about everything about him, but when he stood me up twice, I got the hint. I never pursue sprinting men, they outrun me.
2)I think I was rushing things because of Andy leaving me, I would like to be in a real relationship, not one like I had with Andy, but a real adult type thing. Do they exist?
3)Zap boy just wants to seduce me in his hot tub and leave my boy home. I told him last night, that I just don't sleep with strangers, and I don't like leaving my son home alone while I go frolicking. DON'T men get it? the way to a woman's heart is through her children.
I don't want to be taken out on a lavish date while my son sits at home eating peanut butter on crackers. I can't enjoy myself. My children are too important to me, and they always will be.