I should always always have plan B



Haven't I learned that people I associate with are not as dependable as I am?
When Andy agreed that it would be a good idea for me not to work and focus totally on my school, I should have at least socked some money away. I never think about tomorrow, and now I am stuck again thinking about tomorrow. Its not going to be easy, but it is not impossible either.
That feeling of relief is now creeping in. Andy is weak and makes bad decisions. He gives to users and neglects the people in his life that care about him.
I wish he knew, but I think it is a lost cause. The neighbor said after hearing that he had left, "Well, it was obvious that he had been kicked around a bit, and was not good enough for you, not really."
But Ya know, at fifty one the pickens are kinda lean. Not that I have to be with someone, I just wanted to be part of a team. Andy never tried to like Daine, that was a big mistake, Daine is one of the most facinating people I know and he is only eleven, can you imagine what he will be like when he gets older? Everything will be as it should be.

Gemini

by Astrology.com

You're feeling a bit low-key right now and should certainly take a break from the hustle and bustle, if that suits you. It's a good day to reflect and possibly to make momentous internal decisions.


So it's going to feel like a long time. There isn't enough room in this relationship for Stephanie and me.
Don't even want to mention that toxic bitches name, she doesn't deserve honorable mention.
Andy is a fool to choose deceit over me. I washed all his clothes and brought them to him plus his movies, and the birthday present I was saving for him.
Can't bear to look at his things. I thought he and I were in for the long haul. Guess not.
I have been to the Dept of Employment looking for work, I am about done in.
He left me with no rent money. I am fighting the blues.


and he's gone gone gone