More Weirdness

My rent is now caught up minus 83 dollars. What a relief that is! Now we have a home, at least till the next short pay check (snicker)
So now I think I am so smart, I put 75 dollars on my charge card, sixty of it to be used for gas to and from work, and 15 in case I don't plan for lunch. I go to stinker station yesterday and attempt to put some gas in the car, the card is declined. I do not understand this, so I go inside, and they of course ask for ID and eyeball me over like a criminal. NOTE: I was wearing my security uniform with a name badge that clearly has my picture and name displayed on it. I also provided my drivers license. I thought he looked pretty asinine, and in my irritation I asked, "JOSH" to please enunciate when he spoke...I hate mumblers. The card still declined and I feeling pathetic dug through my purse and found three dollars in change to put "ONE WHOLE GALLON" in the tank. I was on empty...sigh...
When I got to work I called the charge card company and after needless music to be held hostage to, (also it was static) I got a "live" one, who put me on hold for another "live" one. Eventually it was brought to my attention that there was an $89 dollar charge from Maryland ( I live in IDAHO@#$%#!!) that I did not authorise, but somehow have to prove that I did not authorise this charge. It is the guilty till proven innocent routine.

It aint easy being me

So bored depressed worried anxious Anticipating school starting in August, here we go again, lets see if I can manage B's?

Let's don't and say we did!

I got home around 1:30 a m. I was tired and my eyeballs were hurting from straining in the dark. I had that niggling feeling I was forgetting something. I got inside the apartment and was greeted by the over exuberant cocker spaniel, and when he jumped on me, I discovered the radio still firmly attached to my belt, closer inspection produced the security keys. I knew what this meant, but I didn't want to drive 20 miles back to work. I had to anyway, so I called them and they said, "YES bring them back immediatly." (Spoiled sports)
So it was around three AM when I got my tired behind to bed.

Jethro Tull kind of mood

I go through phases I am in a Jethro Tull kind of mood. You can watch the video on U-tube by clicking on the link below. See what I mean?
Glena

"Witch's Promise"

Lend me your ear while I call you a fool.
You were kissed by a witch one night in the wood,
and later insisted your feelings were true.
The witch's promise was coming,
believing he listened while laughing you flew.

Leaves falling red, yellow, brown, all are the same,
and the love you have found lay outside in the rain.
Washed clean by the water but nursing its pain.
The witch's promise was coming, and you're looking
elsewhere for your own selfish gain.

Keep looking, keep looking for somewhere to be,
well, you're wasting your time, they're not stupid like he is.
Meanwhile leaves are still falling, you're too blind to see.

You won't find it easy now, it's only fair.
He was willing to give to you, you didn't care.
You're waiting for more but you've already had your share.
The witch's promise is turning, so don't you wait up
for him, he's going to be late.

It's Monday after the blue moon

I slept till nine I am a sloth. Last night at work I flooded over all my pads, and there was nothing to do but go into the bathroom and wrap more pads around my saturated panties. Of course I was not allowed to go home, and I had to stand and suffer for three more hours, it could have been worse, it could have been the beginning of my shift. I guess I pack extra clothes from now on. What do you tell your co-workers? I don't know what the etiquette is for Auntie Floe. I think most men would rather NOT know about that stuff. I work with all men. But for now, I know this will be an ongoing problem, I flow very heavy, and its only about an hour grace time for my pads and tampons put together. It is lovely going through the change. I hear that I am getting it pretty easy.

ooooh I beg for you ( still remains)

Our bed we live, our bed we sleep
Making love and I become you -
Flesh is warm with naked feet
Stabbing thorns and you become me
Oh, I beg for you, you know I beg for you.
She holds my hand we share a laugh,
Sipping orange blossom breezes -
Love is still and sweat remains
A cherished gift unselfish feeling...
Oh, Id beg for you, you know Ill beg for you.
She tells me things, I listen well
Drink the wine and save the water -
Skin is smooth, I steal a glance
Dragon flies gliding over...
Oh, I beg for you - you know I beg for you

Pick a song and sing a yellow nectarine
Take a bath, Ill drink the water that you leave
If you should die before me -
Ask if you can bring a friend
Pick a flower, hold your breath
And drift away...