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Getting Dain to clean his room is a tedious process best started early in the morning. You are in for an all day adventure. I bribed, I raged, I gave into several breaks, I fed him, I praised him. I wanted to punt him into traffic.
We donated a lot of clothes, and we tossed a lot of toys in the dumpster. IT isn't done yet.

Hearst Castle

Lulu In Hollywood

I have been reading "Lulu in Hollywood" written by Louise Brooks. She isn't as good of a writer as she thought she was, it's an interesting story, but her descriptions are sometimes tedious to follow. She says she was at the William Randolf Hearst Castle several times with WR's Lover's niece; Pepi Lederer. Whoa! try to say that three times very fast. Pepi Lederer was her friend. Pepi jumped from a building to her death in 1935. I think Louise Brooks writes rather coldly of someone she had called "friend".
When I looked at the guest list on the front page of the castle website, there is no mention of Louise Brooks. Perhaps... because she wasn't as famous as Clark Gable or some of the others, William Randolph didn't think she counted.
I am not sure what I think of Louise Brooks, she seemed a bit spoiled and full of herself. Her stardom not so much, but I would have to see one of her silent films before I made the final call.

As Janelle would say, "where am I going and why am I in this handbasket?"

BHUUUUHAAHAAAA
My stomach still hates me and I wonder what type of fucked up genius would carry a torch for an unworthy encephalopod for the past thirty years? In-between meaningless affairs that stretch on forever. Linda Said...I would never have a relationship after Mikey, I would go from affair to affair and have unnecessary strings attach to me because of them, but I would never find the right guy till I was quite old... like maybe fifty or something. I worked out the math, I was supposed to meet him when I was 47. I even have a firm picture in my head of what he looked like, but it never happened, I missed a connection somewhere. Gawd! a few times. He was tall, over six foot, silver hair that he wore long. He had on faded jeans and a pale blue shirt. He was crazy about me. I think he got hit by a bus before we had our assignation. REALLY Sux. or he is with the wrong woman, wishing for happiness. AND I go through several possibilites in my head with every man I meet. Notice not women. Just not interested in women. Though I am sure the right woman knows more about making a relationship then any man I have ever known. Ahh well what I meant to say is JJ I need to put this torch out, its starting to burn my fingers, and you never did "get" me anyway. I am looking for a poet with a strong heart.

Oh Thank You! 16769

Md likes me and wants to retain me as his tech. Just goes to show you that things can go from awful to touchingly pitiful in the space of a few minutes. I feel like I have a kite string attached to a hurricane...just before the cliff. So do I ride it out or jump? Some role model I am, I Have taught him how to make fun of people and be insubordinate. Only in the face of professionalism, you do not make fun of people to their face. Hmm maybe I am of some use after all. Maybe teaching him to have opinions but not voice them isn't so bad. I mean we all have evil thoughts, its just the greatest majority of us know when it is inappropriate to express them. I call my trainer "fearless Leader" Md thinks this is very funny, he holds it above my head, he would like to tell my trainer what I call her. He doesn't quite understand why this is so funny. She is the Teutonic Germanic type blue eyed blond, Fearless Leader fits her; to the older then dirt crowd. She probably never heard of Bullwinkle Moose.

My stomach Hates me

When it all comes down to it, I don't give a damn. How many "fans" can Jesus get on face book? OOH JEEZ. Fan = Fanatic. Fanatical behaviour is not encouraged in christian groups.
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THIS DID NOT HAPPEN. ShoppyBag, is a shitty shopping site that steals your e-mails and sends off invitations to join them addressed from YOU. Try to click on the "Report this e-mail" link. it says unlawful use of unsubscribe button. Who do they think they are kidding? They certainly pissed me off. SO I am telling everyone I know which amounts to about two hundred friends, and their friends, and their friends.
I am waiting on the tax return that was supposed to be in my bank by Friday. Looks like Monday, I want to pay up the rent and try to take care of the power bills and car insurance with the rest. NOT going to be rolling in dough.
bitch and moan, I know.