LISTEN!

I never met a human resource person who couldn't listen.
As I tried to explain to her the schedule for Blue Cross she kept interupting with wrong info.
I SAID>>>>I am working that site so I know what the hours are.
She replies.."OH" Now the dreaded thing has happened, The fantastic T has taken over scheduling. I am so happy for him, he put another scheduler in the hospital, and he gets to do the job, Just Desserts in my opinion.
HOWEVER the gig I hated so much(blue cross of Idaho)and gave a months notice on, just ended last night, and no one thought to tell me from my company, so I had to call Securitas and tell them.... and she argues. What a DINK!
They have Monday and Tuesday open from Five PM till Nine PM, I could do that if they give me ten minutes to get to Direct TV on Tuesdays.
My major objection is hanging out with Frau Haasenpfeffer. Only, she isn't so bad NOW that she had a few days off. ONLY I would be working with another Blue Cross Security Officer. Swing shift is ok, I just can't stand Grave Yard Shift, and couple that with negative hard ass people and you can have your own private hell.

Not a good fit

I told him I wouldn't be going. He said he wasn't going to do it anyway.
WHAT WAS THIS? A test? knowing S, it was probably just kicking idea's around outloud. I still need to buckle down my resolve. Being alone is not the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
Living with someone and being alone is.

Twin Falls Idaho?

Now he is talking about getting a job in Twin falls and me and Daine moving with him.
But but but... I don't want to transfer to Twin Falls from BSU. I don't want to move, what makes him think it will work? He said he is afraid of losing me, I said, 'maybe that just needs to happen.' There was silence on the other end of the line. I Just don't know! I never was one for moving in with someone, its too soon for that, and I would rather have commitment, not fear of losing each other. I would rather have some surety. Some guarantee.

Can't sleep Can't stay awake

Over a month now without a day off, I am so burnt. I am behind on housework and laundry, the house has that smell of disuse. Nothing to eat but a TV Dinner. I need to go to the grocery store, but I avoid that with all I have. I HATE walmart. But Albertson's costs more. Things are looking up, but it all takes so much time. Eventually I will forget how hard it was, and go about my merry way, won't I?

Nataliedee

YEAH! So I like men anyway, their simple little brains are easy to figure out.

fly away glena jean

but you know I drift off where the attention is, I cannot help it, I am not of this world and a free spirit that has been held down to worldly ways too long, someday I shall take flight and I will not look back
Steve says:
i understand
Goddess of Shoes says:
do you really understand? I was supposed to have you in this life time, I FEEL that so strongly, no one pulls me in like you do, even men I have professed to love, I never loved like I love you.

Janelle Graduates from BSU

You are a bean brain

I expect the only one having a good day is the wench of martyrdom, why don't you see that?
Some people are predestined to be miserable, but it's not going to get them a place in heaven.
I am predestined to be euphoric.
This may find me a place in Hell, however I hate being cold anyway.

Duct Tape and stolen glances

spilled milk in the kitchen. broken fender,vacuum with the strength of a mouse with a straw, cd's that skip, instructions I can't read, mess on the desk, DAINE'S room...sigh,hanging up wet clothes because 'no dryer' Work work work,stupid going nowhere romance,Bruce, Doggie hair everywhere, Chewed up work shoes... doggie everywhere, did I say he was improving? Maybe he feels about my work the same way I do, he did eat those shoes and no others. Recently anyway.
computer programs that won't cooperate,cold coffee, too much coffee,makeup running out, no imagination for dinner, not hungry, too hungry, flirtatious,dead inside,mixed up, dead on,happy, sad, ahhhh medicated, not medicated, Get drunk get laid, thats probably all I need... then I will be saying, hangover, regrets...snicker.