The Last Unicorn Says

It is all good.
Every path I take, everything I learn.
I give it to God, I actually never took it back.
You know what I mean.
I gave you to God as well, perhaps that will be my un-doing.
My head is up, my eyes are open, my hands outstreached. I am ready to receive, are you?
Love me Back

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.
Incubus

My dreams are dust
Why didn't you leave me alone? Why pick me up, only to let me down.
I remember I said, I would be happy for what ever I received and I would be fine when you left.
Stupid. I forgot how love feels.
I forgot the physical pain that another person can cause.
It would be better to be hit, then to feel this pinching in my chest.
You are not going to hurt like I am, I remember what you said, and it was very enlightening.... You don't remember what love is anymore. Be very thankful that you don't, it's not worth the pain. To remain dead inside is safe.
I have to thank you for reminding me of my place.

Hooray!
Don't know what we are celebrating, but I feel it coming.
It is the time of the impending doom, it is almost here, the finalist. One more time together I know.
When did it switch to misunderstanding from great appreciation? When did it start to go sour?

I think he changed his mind somewhere along our path, and I did not recognize the signs. I did not see it coming.
I won't be a project, I won't be put down, I will be forgotten.
BUT I shall never forget, Love is not for me, I really let myself love this time, I really believed.
There will never be a next time, I know when I am being dumped. I know that I allowed ten years to fall before I fell in love, and I know that I was right to guard my heart. Now the pain is so complete, I feel my training in pain must be over, I have graduated.
I feel a big fat broken promise is about to be sent my way.
To this I say, "Fuck It!" It is hardly of any importance in the scheme of things.
I am going to Las Vegas, and I am going to start anew.
I know that I will never never do this again. I fought it from the beginning, I must have known in the back of my mind he would pull away, he would become scared.
I have myself.
I should never dream.