What I don't like, why suffer in silence?

1)Adorable little kids who belt out heart wrenching songs their over zealous parents put them up to.
2)Sentimental twaddle sent to me in the form of "true" stories in my e-mail
3)Cancer awareness week, every freaking month. We are aware, we know, we have known someone, we know we know, shut the hell up already.
4)Lies about socialized medicine, lies about Obama's birth origins, LIES period!
5)People who forward crap without researching it first to make sure its true. All the fake snopes sights I cannot begin to count.
6)Every stupid touching e-mail forwarded to me, you know who you are!
7)people, especially family members who don't like me unless I can do what they want.
8) ungrateful irritating entitled people.

what can be done about smug people

I know I should quit stewing about this. She is an asshole. She has her little degree, and she has her little cliche of people she hangs with, (all of them 30 years younger then her and very impressed with her) she has her power and her opinions.
I have such a hard time with injustice. I have a hard time when people see me incorrectly.
I am certain this job is going to end soon. I have tried to keep a positive attitude in spite of the bad review, I am doing my job better then ever, but the gray cast over everything doesn't go away. OOOH LET ME FIND A BETTER JOB SOON!!!
I think they are trying to wait me out, I got a surprise for them, I have no place to go, so I am clinging with sharp fingernails and teeth. They will have to fire me.
I would like to see some justice, but I have learned in life, that happens rarely, the insipid jerks in power go on and are well fed, the deserving hard working people continue to be misunderstood. Life isn't fair Mother said, she ought to know.

Afi puts a gray cast on everything

Tuesday, I go to school with the six year old. His diagnosis is Aspbergers and hyper active attention deficits. He is a pretty good kid, he doesn't respond well to change of plans. After school we went to the center (Where I work) and flew kites in the field, he was ecstatic he had never flown a kite before. I couldn't get him to quit dragging it on the ground. As most small children he was reluctant to roll up the string and try running with it again. When he got it up in the air, he kept running and this brought the kite down. All in all he had a blast.
I told him if there is wind we will try and fly them on Thursday. I have him two days a week for four hours each time.
The bad job review still hangs over my head and it's hard for me to be enthusiastic when they have marked me as a poor employee. They told me I am a few points above termination. I feel like anytime they will fire me.
They are not about facts, or making things work, they are about their opinions and blaming.

Wake up Wake up the sun!

I am thinking about moving to an upstairs apartment. I am kicking around the idea before I commit. There is a good and bad list, but mostly, I like living on the top, I can have my windows open and not feel like someone could break in. I like safety. I also don't like when the upstairs neighbors flood their apartment mine gets wet, nor do I like when they overload their garbage disposal my dump site in the laundry room explodes with remnants of dinner. DISGUSTING! When their air conditioner froze up; water filled my laundry room. My laundry room is the magnet for all the spillage, the linoleum is ruined in there. NOT my fault.
The carpets will have to be replaced, and there are some door frames that Sherman has scratched down to the wood, plus all the nail holes that I put into a place. I will most definitely lose the deposit, and possible owe more when they are finished assessing the damage here. Most of it wear and tear on very cheap linoleum and carpet. We are rather hard on places, not intentionally, it just works out that way. My best friend Tonie thinks its all do-able. What an optimist, she has no idea how much stuff is piled in here. I think a ton. Literally. I weighed it once. I pile and stack neatly, you cannot tell what is hidden in here.
Cleaning this place will be a bear, its so packed with book shelves and books, that it hasn't gotten a deep cleaning in awhile. I move things around and vacuum, but that isn't really cleaning. Then there is the ever permeating odor of dog. Eventually shampooing hides it, but it is still there to my offended nose.
I found out for 12.38 I can have the couch hauled away by the disposal company. What a deal! when I have 12.38 I will do this. I thought I might get some big pillows to toss on the floor until I can afford a couch. I cannot stand this red and green plaid couch. It is falling apart, the cushions won't stay put, it is too worn to donate to anyone but the landfill.
Bad things: I would have to change the mail, cable, gas and power. I would have to haul all that heavy stuff upstairs. I am not getting any younger, I dislike lifting heavy things. Tonie and her daughter are tiny, they think they are burly! I would rather have two brawny guys move the heavy stuff. ANYWAY, I am thinking about it. I live on the bottom right on the road, I don't like that, especially in summer when my windows are open. It would be so easy for someone to pop the screen and come right in. Unless the Cocker Spaniel was feeling territorial.

Change the Cat Box, The Musical

Don't you know we're riding the Marrakesh express22456

They're taking me to Marrakesh.
I am feeling fragile, I will be Discussing it later,ad nauseum.

My Tarot Cards YIPES

The card at the top represents one possible mask of your true destination. Nine of Artifacts (Pickman's Model), when reversed: Mental anguish or ill health endured and overcome. Refusal to be dragged down by the dishonor of others. Attempting to avert a shameful or regrettable act. Faithfulness, patience and unselfishness. May indicate the narrow avoidance of a death or other catastrophic loss.

Just Bento

How fun would it be to have a lunch like that every day?