I am heading to Albany Oregon, I lived there in the eightys, and when my husband's job transfered us, I thought it was the end of something beautiful. I would love to go back there, and after checking rent in Brookings again.....900 dollars for two bedrooms, GET REAL!!! I am hoping to head north. Wish my fears didn't out do my optomism.

Things are strange here, and odd game of cat and mouse.
Jim nearly peed his pants when I got up around 11ish to go the the bathroom, he was busy typing away, writing letters to the love lorn, explaining that he is their knight in shining armor. IS it bad karma for me to allow these women to find out for themselves?? I feel sorry for the next one in line. Who ever she may be.
Then he comes to bed and plants sweet sloppy kisses on me.
I wonder if he wants me as well as keeping someone else on the hook.
I am a bit perplexed and amused by the whole thing.
He is far worse with Daine too, so this weekend will be good to get away, we are staying with some friends, and I told a lie....
I said I was visiting a cousin Ruth and applying for work, the work part is true.
I feel bad about telling a lie, but then again, I feel in this case, I have to survive, and the only way is to play this game, that I don't know whats going on.
He really thinks I don't know.
If I move to Albany, big burley men will come down and load the truck for me... ahhhh my idea of a great day.