indecisive woman

I wonder if it flys? or demands to be fed?

I am miss goody two shoes, I don't like to play with RULES. I like rules, rules are there for a reason, if they don't work correctly examine them and make changes.
However.. isn't there always a however?? I want, I squirm with anticipation, I argue with my good twin, the bad one says, "Go with the flow, don't worry" I worry anyway. Then I go back to wanting.
Eventually all will be revealed, I just hope the experience doesn't turn me into a bloated sack of protoplasm with no will of my own.
AHHH insantity is human nature.