In my dreams

I am successful, I am wealthy, I start a community center in a small coastal town. I hire my friend who dreams of being a dancer to teach dance. I employ people to run the center, I provide free daycare after school for the town. I am happy,and healthy. I have been decorating my new home near the beach. Then I wake up and it's stupid CSI shows that I find alarming, and boring sitcoms about sex... and woman trainers abusing fat people.
I used to be fun. I used to believe in tomorrow. Now all I do is look for work and worry.
I baked chocolate chip bars for Dain. Very good, but I couldn't save the roast that I put too much rosemary in. The eggplant was bitter this time, I have heard this happens, but it has never happened to me. So bitter eggplant and too much rosemary is a bad combination. I am going to cook beans and try and salvage the meat. This will probably ruin the beans.
Siko is calling me wanting a favor, I have had my fill of her. NOOO more. Hopeless helpless, needy, annoying, interfering. Two weeks ago, she called a place that I had applied for work and told them to put my application on top! The Nerve! I can kiss that job interview goodbye. I told her as kindly as I could, not to ever do that again, EVER. I will look for work on my own thank you. Her helpful hints are lame. I know she means well that is why I haven't told her off, but she is ON MY LAST NERVE!