I was so proud of myself. Holding it in, biting my tongue. keeping my knowledge of his actions to myself.

THEN, he grabbed Daine out of bed, pulling him toward the bathroom. Daine had left a toy in there... I said "Hey wait a minute Jim, what's this about?" He told me to mind my own fucking business....right?? did he realise that DAINE IS MY BUSINESS! I saw the look of resignation on Daine's face and my brains screamed NO NO NO! I promised he wouldn't touch Daine again. Then... whatever it is inside of me took over, I had no recoures but to separate from myself and watch. The Red Haze of temper taking charge of me. I told Jim if he even looked at Daine again, he was going down. But I couldn't stop, I went on and on, everything had been holding in for the past month. I told Jim I had filed a police report, and if he so much as breathed on Daine I was calling them in and haveing his ass arrested, I said, "YOUR days of abusing children are over You shit eating worm." OH but I couldn't stop even then. I told him I was out of here, I told him I knew about his phone calls to assorted women, I told him that I wrote them all and revealed what a jerk he is. Somewhere inside my brain I was telling myself to stop, but I couldn't, I had to go on and on. Jim told me to get out, and I told him I would stay here as long as I dammed well wanted to, that he stole this house and had no more right here then I did, and he better leave me and Daine alone or else.... I was shaking so hard, and I think my neck hurts from my head spinning around like a scene from the exorsist.
He then got on his computer and emailed his latest conquest, "KATY!! Come back to me, my ex girl friend broke into my house and trashed my computer1"
OOH jeez what a worthless lyer he is. NOW I have to get out quickly, burning bridges with expert aim.... My son looked at me last night with the most amazed expression. I have never let loose like that before, and I blame Jim for that too.
My son knows that I am evil now, I had hoped he wouldn't find out till he was older.