I thought

4 Am I think, and it happened after not happening for several weeks. Whooop Whooop My vocal cords had slammed shut and I couldn't breathe. I jumped out of bed and tried the technique the speech therapist had taught me, I tried it three times, and it didn't work. Daine heard me stumbling around making that horrible noise and he came running out of his room. It didn't work, was all I could think. I found the asthma inhaler, which isn't supposed to work, and tried to get that into me. Finally the spasms quieted.
WHY? I am doing everything I am supposed to do, I am not supposed to have these things anymore. When am I going to get better? I have had enough of this stuff.